The days are long, but I am very busy and moderately productive. I have a new job that I love, and the best thing is that I’m relaxed and being myself– everywhere. I don’t worry about what anyone thinks about my moral character or that no one distrusts me. Everyone gets a handful of the quirky, sassy woman who loves to laugh and enjoys lighthearted banter with everyone, anyone. I play with children some mornings and they are so much fun with all of their simplicity and energy. No more headaches, no more dreams. I passed my comprehensive exams and have officially moved on to phase 2 of this PhD thing. Every day I look forward to calling you to tell you about the day and to share that with you when I remember that you are not there. I try not to be sad about that fact but some days my emotions overwhelm me. Things are what they are, and I accept that. I just wonder when it will get easier. It is painful but I do know someone who understands it and is bringing me through it all. See you on the other side.