… randomness that looks something like this:
I mean, I’m not where I want to be, I have a lot of hurdles, and I might be slightly irritable to those who step on the right nerve. I might also have a gnat infestation that results in my having dreams about the quantity that I consume during my sleep (I’m sure I’ve eaten thousands… I kill tons each day), BUT I am just fine, and am pretty content. My home is full of peace, and I am finally back to being my relaxed self. Right now, I am listening to music, doing a literature search, killing gnats, and typing, and having what I’d call a very pleasant night. Since the last post, I have moved to a one bedroom apartment away from my not-so-best friend Colby (the dog), and I haven’t missed him ONE BIT. I don’t think I’ll ever have a dog. I’ll go visit him though because he get so excited when I come by. I might even bring the cat. I’m sure she’d hate me forever for that… Maybe I’ll bring him to her so she can hiss and slap him like old times. However, not to offend any of my dog-lover friends, but yipity-yip was just not for me. He’s a cute little annoying thing, but I can do without the cat and dog fighting constantly, and his funk, and my cat is visually happier. I’m so sorry for putting her through the misery. LOL
I think I have 3 jobs to pay my ridiculous rent, and that is going surprisingly well. I still love one of them which make all of the others worth it. I can’t wait until the day I don’t have to hustle so for the ends. But until then, that’s the way it is.
I am back in school, and am just trying to be as focused on my goals for the year.
I’ve also decided that I actually might want to date again one day. I mean not today. Not tomorrow. But some day. I wasn’t sure I’d come to that conclusion but I can’t deny the world of my wonderfulness forever. lol
I saw Ms J last month for a few hours. It was so nice to see her. Hopefully we will get a chance to visit for real soon where we can sit and chill (maybe she’ll bring her little booty down to Baltimore…).
What else? I don’t know. Time is up. Gotta go back to work.
~CR
You know, Bluez, I have to admit something to you. My former roommie called last week and told me the dog was sick and I ran over immediately. OMG he was so happy. LOL I was genuinely worried about his stinking self. He did laps for like 5 minutes then he smiled and we played. LOL I told him I would have to bring him to see his girlfriend (the cat). Anyway, it’s a love/hate thing. Maybe more hate than love, but still much love. He’s just so blasted whiny. 
I missed you girl!
i do need to bring my behind down there. i was just reading how i can get cheap fares down there.
date again? i hope you have better luck at it…if not, you know where those guys can go….